I recently was being treated for perceived cancer. Once the initial shock was over, I found myself giving my power to the GP, the Consultants, the dieticians, to tell me what was causing my symptoms.
I know from my work that when you give your power to someone else, it makes you vulnerable. And vulnerability leads to anxiety. And here I was doing exactly that.
And each time I had a consultation and I was hoping for ‘the’ answer, but heard instead “We don’t know what’s going on,” it deflated me a little more. I was waiting for them to give me the solution and in the meantime, was ‘floundering.’
I have worked with enough people to know that physical symptoms can be created from trapped energy – buried emotions. I convinced myself that I was a therapist so of course that could not be true of me as I dealt with everything that life had thrown at me…….or had I?
So I have swapped the ‘c’ (cancer) word for a different C word…
This used to be a word I used a lot but it had slipped down to the bottom of the tool box. I started being curious as to what ‘stuff’ I may have internalised that is NEVER going to show up on an MRI scan.
I know I am at risk of being dismissed by many medics when I start talking about energy, trapped emotions, law of attraction etc and that is fine. However, by getting my own mindset back into this area, I am taking back control and things are happening.
– By focusing my meditations on releasing negative emotions, my pain has decreased
– By stepping outside of my comfort zone and being curious as to what can happen, options are coming my way that I didn’t even know were there
– By using my energy in a more positive way, it is attracting back all sorts of other solutions to problems that have been kicking around for a while. And by releasing the stress of those, more energy is available to do other things with.
Energy is real.
This may sound a bit weird as we all know it is. But I mean on a different level.
Our heart sends out a magnetic signal. Our minds sent out an electrical signal. And these are the signals that EEGs and ECGs read – science understands it. And the more we learn to understand it’s impact on the body, the more we can use it to create health.
I am working with those magnetic and electrical signals to help my body heal – and it’s working. And if you would like to explore this more for yourself, please get in touch and I’d love to tell you more.